Why oh why do we have to be patient?
I tried it and spat it out. It is not something I enjoy engaging in, in the slightest of ways. Perhaps this is the way it was intended by the Almighty therefore I should not try and fight it. However, I often feel strange if something I've been waiting for 'suddenly' happens when I am least expecting it. Well that is the thing! why do things happen when we are least expecting it? why can we not expect and whatever it is happens? well I suppose that is nature's way of playing with us; like it doesn't play with us enough. in addition to this, I reckon we won't work hard enough if expecting is all the effort we have to make.
I am a fortunate girl and I am very thankful for my hard working parents who provide for me.I have not had a serious job because I have never had to and the ones that I have had is for the experience so that when my education is completed,I will be capable of earning my own. This does not make me conceited or spoilt,instead, it makes me want to makes these parents of mine proud of me that the trust and money they have investment in me to become an insatiably hard working woman is not in vain. I use the word 'investment' because that is what raising a child is- an investment for yourself and for their own future.
Not to distract from the main reason i am writing this, I would like to say again that I am indeed an impatient mofo. My first blog is due to impatience or not. I say it is not because how long does one have to be patient for before it turns into impatience? It seems that when looking for a job- even work experience, is eternity and a day in most cases. It will depend on the individual with the obstacles life throws at us and it is up to that individual to find a way of dealing with it as long as it is in a suitable manner. I have recently discovered writing about my feelings, though I know it did seem like the most obvious after 'talking about it' was quickly discarded.
To conclude, I have decided that it is okay to be impatient, for I am the one that lives with it. Besides if you are so patient yourself, then my impatience should not be a problem ;p
Sunday, 17 May 2009
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